I am so afraid that you will hurt me.
I really can't go through that.
I want you to be mine.
I wish I could call you my own.
But instead, I have to take what I can get.
And just make you happy.
So I know you don't want it.
At least not for now..
But I can't help but wonder..
why can't that time be now.
I want to mean something.
I want to be held.
I want to go back, to yesterday.