Sunday, May 11, 2008

I am so afraid that you will hurt me.
I really can't go through that.
I want you to be mine.
I wish I could call you my own.
But instead, I have to take what I can get.
And just make you happy.
So I know you don't want it.
At least not for now..
But I can't help but wonder..
why can't that time be now.
I want to mean something.
I want to be held.
I want to go back, to yesterday.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

With out a clue

Walking through life

All alone and scared

No one to guide you

No one to care

Living on the streets

Sleeping with the deadbeats

Cuz we don't know

We're just teenagers who don't learn from their mistakes

Always running around

We don't worry about the stakes

We never know when to stand our ground

Never know when to just let go

Never know when to just say no

Walking through life

Forgetting about the past

The good things never last

You lost it all

Cant stop the fall

Without a clue

Just don't know what to do

We're just teenagers who don't learn from their mistakes

Always running around

We don't worry about the stakes

We never know when to stand our ground

Never know when to just let go

Never know when to just say no

Walking through life

Living like movie stars

No where to go

Lets just sleep in our cars

Living with immortality

Not wondering about the fatality

Living for the thrill of the fall

We're just teenagers who don't learn from their mistakes

Always running around

We don't worry about the stakes

We never know when to stand out ground

Never know when to just let go

Never know when to just say no

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Just Let It Go

So, I was just sitting in my house watching Fight Club when one of the lead characters said something that caught my attention.
"..the ability to let that which does not matter, slide."
I found that statement very interesting.. and it got me thinking for about 2 hours after.
I wish I could let the little things go, it seems to be, those are the things I thought mattered most.
I thought back on every time I got into a disagreement with someone..
None of it matters now, so why was it such a big deal?